But she said that my baby boy is ok. Hes happy and my past relatives are taking care of him until me and his daddy are with him. That put me in a better perspective on I still feel about the baby’s loss. I’m happy knowing hes ok and happy and safe.
This is what I would say to my baby if he could hear me wherever he is…
You’ll always be my favorite what if. Your tiny little short life was taken at just 10 weeks old. I carried you every second of your life and I will forever love you every second of mine. You were only carried for a short moment but you are still so loved by many. We never will get to experience the happiness of holding you, but we still felt like we knew you because you were our little angel. I’ll never get to hear you laugh or cry and giggle or see your little toes wiggle.
There are so many things I will never see or get to do, but the hardest thing is not being with you. I didn’t get to see you, I didnt get to meet you or even say goodbye, all I had were 2 simple lines… and they meant the world to me. You were my everything even though you were still so little. And you made me feel happy. And made me feel like I had hope deep down inside. You gave me a reason to live. I’m still living for you and your future siblings. I know I’ll hold you in my arms again one day. Just when the time is right. I love u my baby guardian angel. Mommy & Daddy
An angel in the book of life wrote down my baby’s birth. Then whispered as she closed the book, ” too beautiful for earth.”