To My Baby Up In Heaven

I had cravings like crazy. I couldn’t stop eating, I was always hungry, always tired, moody and it didnt help that I have bipolar disorder along with depression and anxiety. You have those 3 things on top of pregnancy hormones, that’s a lot to deal with. So I give props to my boyfriend for putting up with that haha. But everything was going good and normal. No morning sickness which was nice because I heard that if you dont get morning sickness your lucky because its miserable.

I went back 2 weeks later to the doctor for my next ultrasound appointment. I will never forget this day. It was me, my mom and my boyfriend at this appointment. One of the nurses came in and asked my boyfriend and I questions for when I give birth like if he wanted to cut the cord, if i was going to breastfeed, stuff like that. So after that, she nurse said to change and the doctor will be right in. So I change and lay down in the chair waiting for the doctor and she  comes in, and does her thing to prepare for the ultrasound.