To My Baby Up In Heaven

She then walked into the living room and showed me what the test looked like and it was one of the droplet things where u drop ur pee on the test.  So I went to the bathroom, peed in a cup and walked out into the living room and said I dont know how to do this. She said she’d do it for me and it’s me, my boyfriend and his mom all on one couch. Shes about to do the test and me and my boyfriend are scared for wht the test says. So she drops the pee on the test and then she says “you’re pregnant. There’s 2 bright blue lines.”

Right then and there I started to cry. Not happy tears either. More like wtf am I gonna do tears. I’m crying and he just froze.

I dont blame him either, I feel the same way. His mom said that I was probably a month along already since I didn’t get my period in December, but I should see a doctor to get a confirmation pregnancy.

So we made an appointment and saw the doctor the next week and had me do a urine test and they said it came back positive. I was already 6 to 7 weeks along is wht the doctor said. They asked me the normal questions, if I wanted to keep it and I said yes and then they figured out my due date based on my last period and they said that I was due August 22, 2020.